January 2010
28 posts
December 2009
28 posts
It Happens.
I may just be severely over-dramatic.
Reasons.
I have come to the conclusion that my big, fat cow of a body is the reason I am alone.
My utter frustration with how I look is peaking to the point where I just want to rip the fat off my body.
All the hard work, my dedication to the one hour, five day a week workouts since September, is obviously for fucking nothing because I think I’ve actually started to look worse.
I just want to curl...
Oh Christmas...
This Christmas was pretty wonderful…I got everything I wanted, which honestly, wasn’t a lot. I didn’t need much. :]
Muh gifts:
-Blackhawks sweatshirt [I wanted this so bad!]
-Fingerless gloves
-Dazed and Confused DVD
-Lots of books
-One pound bag of Swedish Fish [Delicious.]
-Moneyz for Frisbee jerseys
-Human Rights t-shirt
-Subscription to Time magazine [Yes I’m...
megbeme:
inothernews:spinlighted:
...
Hmm...
Cross if you’ve done them.
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Snorted cocaine. Failed a class. Smoked weed. Dealt drugs....
Oddity.
I’ve come to the conclusion that there’s a reason why I’m such an odd person.
Why I eat my pizza upside-down, why I’m obsessed with mustaches&flannels, why I’m barely taller than a 10 yr old child (well that’s genetics…), why I tend to wear the same things over and over again, why I’m so awkward, why I feel like I don’t fit in most of the...
“Why is a woman’s sexuality, always under so much scrutiny? Why can’t she do...”
– (via chocolate-cigarettes)
“I’m the girl guys are friends with, not the girl guys date.”
– (via chocolate-cigarettes)
“Sex pretty much cures everything.”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via chocolate-cigarettes)
:]
Answers;
What do I have to do so other people will find me attractive?
What is it? What am I doing that’s so wrong; I can’t even find anyone to keep me warm at night.
I just stare at myself at the mirror and wonder.
Why don’t the people around me appreciate someone who looks different and unique?
I have a strong desire to keep my hair red & curly, to pierce & tattoo myself,...
Bones.
I’m having trouble eating.
I think I’m hungry but as soon as the food is in my mouth, I don’t want it.
